12.19.07
C*L*BR*T*!!!
It’s 12 months. I don’t want to remember the exact date, but I know when it started, it also ended. Happy for you I hope.
I still do.
How can I not. I thought you were special. Regardless of what others thought. It’s a huge shame. But I just need to learn how to…
It’s really hard for me.
I keep telling myself. I’m over it. I’m sooooo over it. But secretly I am not. Secretly, inside, I am yearning for what I adored so much… I guess everyone has to get through this phase, but at the rate I’m going, it seems that I’m stuck. Or worse, moving backwards.
It’s hard to read my December ‘06 archives. I dare not read it, because I know every single word… that fucking haunts me every single second I’m living and breathing.
I’m sorry it turned out the way it did.
I’m more sorry that, till this day, I still don’t have a rat’s clue about… What I Did Wrong.
weewee said,
December 20, 2007 at 7:29 am
the day u lost ur v? hmm u deleted the blog entry!
fuckedupbutch said,
December 21, 2007 at 2:57 am
hey man. just hang in there and tc of yourself.
voxy said,
December 21, 2007 at 3:23 am
Lost virginity? Fuck you. No pun intended.
Vogueite said,
December 23, 2007 at 4:50 am
vox… this is such an unexpectedly touching entry.
it’s not my place to say anything but you will get over it in time, cause everyone learns to.
Grace said,
December 23, 2007 at 10:38 pm
You are quite emotional in this particular entry.
But anyway, cheer up and get over it. Smiles (:
blazeryx said,
December 24, 2007 at 10:11 pm
Hey there once again, I seem so lost in touch with the net recently…
In every heart lies a seed that flourishes. May your year 2008 be sprinkled with joy and I do certainly wish for better days ahead of you.
Peace.